on my way home from the worst-day-ever yesterday, i told myself i wouldn't write anything whilst still fuming. so, here we are. a day later. a little pile of smoldering charred rubble. about to jump right back into the fire.
waking up at 5am yesterday, the day was full of promise! back to back audition/callback and a student film project. acting! look at all of it! and, surely i would have some run-ins with long lost friends, yes? of course! the day will be good! it must be!
met eleni down at the new equity building (fancy) at 6:30am, signed up on the already-posted list, and scored the #2 EMC spot. fast forward through all the grime [read: the most awkward two hours of my life. like, hi-let's-just-not-look-at-each-other-while-i-vomit-in-my-mouth-get-me-out-of-here-oh, hi jude, no-please-don't-point-out-the-fact-that-we're-not-sitting-next-to-each-other-barf-barf-barf] to 4:46pm when i was being told i wouldn't be seen. no EMC's had been seen. all of the new-EMC-appointment times for wednesday had been filled while i was out callbacking. but....i was at a callback. doesn't that count for something? i wasn't just out eating a sandwich someplace. it was work! gimme gimme! ....please? no thank you, they said. sorry bout it. how did the callback go?! i mean, hopefully great? since THIS is turning out so well....? right? ugh.
like, Ugh.
annnnnnnnnnnd after all that, here i go again. here i come, utah! if you refuse to see me again, i will burn you to the ground [read: cry on my scoot to work, sulk at work from 2-10, cry on my scoot home, and mope until tomorrow]
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